DIARY OF 23/11/09

Yesterday,went out with my both parent to hypermarket.Nothing to do,bored!I visited some shop,got some favourite custom,but I didn't bought,regret.I did visit bookstore,found a book which I after so long,Dan Brown author,"THE LAST SYMBOL",again still didn't bought,truly regret!I stopped by a store,"BUSKIN",bought an ice-cream and ate there.You know,I never figure out,just a cup of ice-cream cost me an "arm and a leg ",realised BUSKIN is famous ice-cream store in USA,extremely regret.But it worth for,really.I like ice-cream,I doubt nobody don't like ice-cream.I have a long time didn't enjoy a nice ice-cream since I was secondary.All right, forget about the costand just remember the taste!Finally went home late night.Got some call,today have to work again...

VENGE>>>>>>>

Finally,I got job.The salary,quite satisfied,although it wasn't a tough job.It is a company of my uncle.He knew that I was finding job,so he offered a place(I just have to pick up the phone) for me in his company.However I won't be there for long period,thought so.


She was gone,Shin(an internet blogger from Singapore).Just been informed,I should knew earlier when I didn't saw her new post.I really felt sorry for her,she was so brave and struggle to live...She left with no regret,the only thing she worry is her children...


PRAY FOR YOU,SHIN !


It has been a week,I still haven't got any news from my friends.,how jerky they are,thought so.Sometime I really think"do I have any true friend"?I really don't know.Maybe this will offend some of you,but this is true.It doesn't mean I am not good in social or not good enough. Really,so please you guy(my local friends),when you see this post,don't thinks too much,and don't say anything,cause you don't know anything.No matter how it looked alike,but it is not!!!


Oprah Winfrey,the talk show queen,has decided to quit her show.How on earth happen???I did watch her show since I was primary.That's really pity...

Days by days there,I realised that I really neglect too much thing around me.
Regret!
Do I still stand for another chance?Is it too late?
I doubt.

Darkness and silence spread throughout the whole night.
I am lost,I am in nowhere.
Any light could guide me go through all these?
I still doubt.

I am on my own now,I think.
What I left is belief and hope.
Pleaded,murmur,moaning...all seemed have been gone unheard.

Pretending,part of our life.The more you good in pretending,the more you will survive.
No reality?
I doubt...again?...

FIND BACK MY ASS>>>>>>>>

Eventually I am back here.
Four days,totally exhausted.
The environment,cause me a little bit nauseating.

Hey,stop complaining.

Well,I did gain and learnt something.
The activities was quite nice,at least I know what level do I stand now,
and what I can do to improve myself.

CAMP>>>>>

Looking forward?
I doubt so.
It is too.Nobody know about the activities,even the teacher.
Four days.I see no light at the end of the tunnel.

Hope it will be fine.

FREE STYLE>>>>>>>

Latin- American,a free style races.
Envy by their lifestyle.
Never be too busy,have enough time for leisure,pleasure.

Really,I always ask myself,when can I same with them?

Persistent on material world,when it end?
Unknown.

SIGH!!!!!

>Who are u?
}Does it mean to you?
>All right,then what are you doing now?
}WHAT???Can't you leave me ALONE!!!!


Finally,it came out from my mouth,intentionally or not,does it matter?
It is my free style.

COMPETE>>>>>>

Compete,make me exhaust.
Exam,competition....All compete with each other,no matter what price to pay.
They will do whatever,regardless to get the Victoria.
At the end,the body and mind covered with cuts and bruises.
What for?I asked.
No answer.I gave up.
SIGH!!!

Sea-side,the only place for me to relieve.
It carry my heavy load,away from me.
It seemed to my spiritual reposing.

WHAT A BORED...

What a boring day I had today.
Examination had just gone,nothing to do in school.
Friends that present,seemed decreased sharply.
Looked forward to go home.

Unfortunately,I had been called for a meeting.The meeting started at 2.30p.m.
I went around the shopping centre all alone,not a single person accompany me.
Oh dear,I can't stand of lonely.
Just simply went around and bought "DISCOVERY"magazine.
It is a global magazine.

Eventually,reached home...
had some feeling that something gonna happen then...

Silence>>>>>>>>>

Silence Pleaseeeee...

Silence,who do not want it?
Sometime just wish to be alone.No noises

The guys just can't stop barking mad.
Cause me a little bit nauseating.Disgust,the guy I hate.

The truth,absolutely hard to accept,but did I have any choices?
Maybe after sometime.